Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Repost edited from my IG acct. Just small part of my journey shared

#Flashbackfriday to today Reflections..grateful for my life and the lessons the fun  my work experiences the fail two marriages the laughs the pain the growth all of it  I'm grateful for blessed with my son to have conceived him with someone I loved and love even though we couldn't work it out we made a beautiful child that I may have never had if not for Gods love for us both.. Blessed through it all great and bad times, so many font realize what they have every situation is a blessing. To still be kicking and smiling... smiling real smiles even when things are tough because i can :-) 😊  his grace his mercy Gods love.   (In pic) Me in black this morning white sandles ... The woman in the red and black I barely reconize... She "me" didn't reconize herself..she lost herself for a few years or so got thrown way off tract in what she thought was love,  Illness, pain.. worry when all should've been beautiful... it was nothing but pain.#peoplez  I don't post my progress out of conceit or self glorification or whatever some may have said in anyway; but as therapy and motivation...my writing for others for my lil one. I save everything publish as I wished had my moms art more words letters pictures.. somethings I write are from personal experience or witness of some... God given visions and words to uplift redirect myself or someone who maybe needed a soft word a push or a few hard heart mind hitting words. Some is just for fun, we'd all like to think we look well look good all the time😊 thats ok thats a good thing, when you really feel thay way about self. Blessed to have my health back on track and to being moving forward... It hasn't been easy but my creator, my mom never has left me when others failed me and I in different times failed myself...they where there. So glad i prayed left a bad situation others didn't understand as it looked good on the outside.. but love is crazy not all loves are to last or be; as they aren't the one your soul needs. When you can't accept that don't even stay and hurt self or another after that realization. 🙇 Always take care your heart your mind and any obstacles you face will not be able to stop you from living and loving right.  Gods love blessing me to be a work in progress living learning loving listening.. being lifted thats the way.
#DeanaMarie #TheLioness she writes.

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